Mattered

I speak of you in the past tense
My past
It is where you wanted to be

I spoke to me in the future 
My present
It hurt too much, how could it be

I speak to this moment, present
My future
It is this now, not what could be 

Final Fall 

trouble walked in 

The popular, colorful kind

The cowardly kind

The kind too unkind to call ahead

Or wear a capital T, so at least you know

Now, except for the fallen and frozen leaves

The Heart has no proof

For trouble won’t Tell

It’s The end