The one who knows
The one who doubts
The one who must be crazed
The one in shrouds
The one laid bare
The one with proven skin
The one who wants
The one who must
The one who Heaven wills
The one who knows
The one who doubts
The one who must be crazed
The one in shrouds
The one laid bare
The one with proven skin
The one who wants
The one who must
The one who Heaven wills
First things first ‘Tis true
Yea, the first, last and only
I want to be you
I will ramble
With my hair pinned up
Wearing mirrored eyes
In a dusty truck
Down a dusty road
Heading to a town
Where the clocks don’t work
And when I get there
They’ll say, just in time
I need it reversed
All that was left unspoken
And all that was said
I hope there’ll be fog
And some small clearing
And though I cannot command it
It seems
The situation would demand it
Given all the blind searching
The hanging heavy in the air
The questions
The confusions
The rain always looming off-shore
I want the Sun to wait in complete quiet
Just that once
As it bounces inside with anticipation
Over who is about to receive his newly perfected knuckle ball
Pretender, who are you
Why do you wear white at night
Is it true, as they have said
That you should not exist
What trouble brings your heart to act
Where others will not tread
Here upon this storied way
Are you glad to guide me
You cannot capture
all that is musing about
here in this vessel.
To be
Worth every tortured tear
and ounce of pain
and crying out on fighting knees
With bare, grey, gutted heart
and sense of loss
-of deep, deep loss-
and certainty that there is hope
You
Even if
You aren’t
To be
In the event they think they can
Or will or should or ought
You’ll look them straight into the eye
And bare shoulders long hard-fought
Hear
Calypso drummed
Children play
Wing beats
Water’s ripple
Hammocks swang
Dew cling
Sunshadows long
Togethery-ness
Happy