Never for this heart
Was such numbness my intent
Never for these lips

Never for this heart
Was such numbness my intent
Never for these lips

I guess I pity you
Is that okay to say?
I mean, you have these lofty goals
That you will not attain
You have the choice, you know?
On how you use your time
But do feel free
Whittle-away on me
Whose God has crossed The finish line

I look at this skin
I see it, I see hope
Splotchy, yellow-blue at times
Like the shades of a bruise
Slow-moving
At the pace of a lizard’s cool blood
Sometimes
Yet always
Legs to carry it and a thick exterior
To protect it
Should it pain me or try to run
Is all I know to do
Dearest Southwest wind
’tis November, now make haste!
Lie dormant no more
Artist Credit: Tiger R, age 7
This solemn promise
You will not be forgotten
By darkness you sought

I know
I am nothing
More
Mere smashed-up, shattered pottery
An impermanent cup, long since buried
Serving as drainage
For your pretty backyard garden flowers
Then when I finally drink
From the cup that is not shattered
The cup that matches yours but is intact
I
See I am the mosaic labyrinth in you
I
The nutrients, light and sweet rain for you
I
The height and beauty of you
I
The reason they wish to pluck you
I
The breath-stealing scent of you
Us, we set our jaws
Our chins, one dimpled, one not
Defiantly thrust
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Next, we decree it
A battle-call for Love’s sake
Blessed endeavor

Chalky red lipstick
Bad plaid shirt
Aqua Net gal
Pocket protecter guy
Too much sun
Too much shine
Wrinkles deep like river gorges
Muscle-bound souls
Aluminum all around
Elvis on the AM radio
We danced dammit
We danced
It was a three year-old’s eyes through which I first saw you. I noticed myself as we two looked back. Why was I, I’d wondered, the only one asking why. Then I saw you, dancing with the what, not caring for the why. You were, weren’t you. You, seeing me struggle with what words, spoke to me the only way you could. Silently. I’ve grown old and ill from asking why, I know. They say we can be healed, that the truth sets us free. What truth can you tell to a three year-old child that she already doesn’t see.

A damned good author
Who’ll debate with me well
Yet write lies
Conceived in etherless light reflective
Of darkness and wars neither worth it
Nor won
I’m this fantastic, fantasy-filled flower
Facing somewhere true
Journeying along the narrow path
That bends across the expanse of time
Evergreen, it’s said, and analog
Evidenced by The Actual Eternal
