Stumbling Blocks 

You must and you will walk through that last door and dodge stumbling blocks, puddles and smells. And pain.

You’re gonna go breathe.

No, the sun and its smiling to-do will not stop you.

Be forewarned, it may slow you. It may pause you to play.

Should you stumble upon flowers, puddles, smells and such. Wanting the ache of it all. 

Borough

The happenstance plan
Under the stars and string lights
With the city beat-beating below
It was only some dream

The welcome interruption
For once, a green dress and escape
Whispers in Spanish, not saying no 
It was a safe, motorcycled yarn

Happy Morning

By now, back then, I was already drunken
I knew that I knew, no questions needed 
Oh, that I’d known what they two knew
But no, my heart was still nine 
And caught up in stories I’d saved to survive
But today

Today, happy morning, I’m clean


Where

I always made her wait
’til Thursday 
To cry

“That’ll teach you,” I commanded, 
“to feel, to wish and need.”

Someone, but not I
Might’ve offered mercy
But why

“The more tears, the more mess,” I understood.
“And further,” I’d chide, “you cannot permit pieces of who you are to escape and run free -there’s no one who’ll care to clean up after you.” 

Then she’d quiet down and stop expecting
She’d fall asleep, and dreamless be
She’d go. Goodbye. 

“If I could be bothered to wonder,” I thought aloud, 
“I’d ask where.”

Reasons

It is an unexpected hour 
Not too late
Not too early
Enough light so that we can still hear
So go back and look again
Do you see the soft shadows asking 
Don’t disengage 
Do you feel the air giving 
Reasons to stand