For the first time since the first time, I was presumptive
Those crickets!
Their song for me
Our mutual love of warm summer nights … and the reedy mid-day marsh….
For the second time since the first time, I learned
They were just crickets … being crickets
They chirp, they do not sing
They survive, they do not love
I’ll leave you speechless
You try me, I promise you
I befriend crickets
I’ve come to decide
From necessity
The crickets’ cry of silence means
I’ve left my beloveds speechless
In the very best way possible
Stunned, like they’d just seen a light
Its source before now unknown
And decisions of whether to fear
Or to collaborate
Are yet unprocessed
Tiny, shiny red dress in the dark of my closet
Hanging next to that wishin’ shirt
Barefoot together, I’ll wear them, I will
Sitting on my porch swing, eyes closed, crickets applauding
A summer night so warm, I’ll not care I’m alone