
Used To Be


A woken aura found me
Warrior
Humble alter-ego
Mythical before now
Until the winter sky revealed
The hunter and hunted both finally found
Walk this heat-weary mile
Throat parched
Painful shoes
Nearly no breath left
Don’t blame the mistake
The map you made
When your eyes were younger
Tip your hat to the hurt
Toss your map to the sky
And take aim
Let those smithereens shade you
Praise the what-lies-ahead
Without thinking twice
Walk forth
Can I admit
I lost
I am lostThat as such
Can I say
I find
I am foundSuch is this
The simple I gladly announce
What they describe daily
Will always and ever elude
We who find ourselves
Teasing
Out of hiding
The simple epic
I am tropical.
The temperate fall together as gathered mist in a hissed, pitter-patter voice.
Vanilla. Cayenne. Cacao. Ginger.
One sweet droplet falls to my skin from above.
I peer out through the rattan and find myself here.
Others plan. While some may, most won’t.
A desolate of some sort
Wilderness to me
And my coat never warm enough
So many trees
Too tall to show their green to me
Too numerous to let me gain a path or compass mark
The roots of them I cannot get from under my feet
The dead moss but slippery still sees my every step at risk
I am tall and I’d fall hard
Who would know it in the dim
The dim
The dim harasses my eyes
Hamstrings my mind
So I refuse to see
Still I know
The wolf watches
Ambery eyes and charcoal black back there and sure-footed
The dim and the fog bother him none, confuse him not
Funny I fear though he will not bite me
Poison I am to him
Still he knows
I think I am alone
I slid into the city from the valley and
Saw then felt the flash of who I am
Now and
All those years ago
I am electric and
I make mountains offer dares
They hope I’ll accept
But don’t believe I will
Unknowingly I do and
I did
It rained warm on me there
I smelled ozone and
Stared at the tallest peak hoping
For one more dare
I left with my eyes down
Electric still
Then looking East