I’m telling your Mother
That she should not feel less than full delight
The pouring out of her heart, the raising up of her prayers
Reward
Now comes you, feet firm, breaking rules and records ‘neath the firmament
With kindness and heart-strength -look at how you look at us
We, treasure to you and reasons to hope, so you come close to learn
Simple and virtuous, your needs
Unafraid to speak from love, write of love, to be and die for love
Lovely Mother, you’ve lived Right, you have not squandered Light
See here, your beacon, your boy
Tag Archives: Love
This Cup
I’m learning how to cry in deep despair and pour my blessed hot coffee at the very same time
Pain and gratitude in the same cup, indeed
I’m becoming better at praying goodness for others at my broken heart’s expense
Love and sacrifice from the same vein, it frees
I’m deciding to live with the dread of the box I was put into and with hope that I’ll one day be free
Abuse and healing in the same lifetime, glory
Text: A Haiku
I whispered three words
Said all I needed to say
And so sealed my fate
Stand-alone: A Haiku
Define the word “with”
Look it up and write it down
You were never that
Perpetuity
Theater of the absurd
You, an understudy into perpetuity, and not a soul who will say why
Though they know
Sworn to silence by some darkness, by some angel
Enter they, the arena, to take their places, their cues
Applaud, then heckle, then leave without a fight, or even debate

Sleep
I fear the night knows I slink at its entrance, cowering quietly in its presence
I vacillate between prayer and submission, hysteria and acquiescence
I sleep fitfully, sporadically, the night sky screaming at me
I awake thirsting and alone, wanting back more than lost sleep

One & Only: A Haiku
What is it I want?
Lightning from your fingertips
Baseball talk with you
Goodbye Convention
Disallowed to feel; love or lust or hope or trust, this is how I feel.
Discouraged to want; kindness, presence, endless laughter, this is what I want.
Disinclined to think; hope is dead, no heart, all head, that’s no way to think. 


