Steph: An Epic Poem

She,
I think,
Would be Stephanie
A love I didn’t know I needed
A friend from a Friend
Both martyred
For, what are true friends for?

She,
Stephanie,
Would have gifted me
A kind word
A wise word
Both since otherwise elusive in my world
For, looking back, what did I expect?

She,
Steph, we’d have called her,
Would be a poem -nay, is a poem
A poem and sister to a brother
A work of art with no end, they are
Both Epic story-songs
For, hear thou, their lyrical air?

She,
Stephanie,
Would be safe from me now
A sword of truth having pierced my soul
A prayer of forgiveness asked
Both to self and sin, I desire to die
For what, but abandonment, is there?

She,
Stephanie,
Would be thirty soon
A soul eternal
A girl, a woman
Both alive
For, ‘tho I don’t deserve, why too am I?

Sway

Kindness is why the World
Rises or falls
Thrives or survives 
Why after the fairy tale ends
We walk
Together or apart
Kindness, it means the world 

Kindness is whether 
I serve you donuts
You serve me coffee
Whether when the sun dips low
We rest
Fine or fitfully 
Kindness no matter the weather

Nod

It would ebb and flow
Much as the tide

One line lapping at the next 
Ethereal

The imperceptible presence of salt
A mineral bath for the senses

Our secret 
I’m telling you here

If 
We sang

Factuality

I must only conclude ’twas a dream
The looking through crowded glass
Seeing what I wanted to see 
Finally 
I must tell you, be careful 
When you dare look out there
And do dare, but do so
Intentionally 

Upon Reflection

Hide me, I demand it!
The day has been too loud.
The music was not pretty,
The minutes, rarely proud.

A heap-pile in the corner.
A room without a friend.
Hide me, I demand it.
I’ll rest and rise again.

Tragedy

Why am I out of breath,
You bastard from out of the depth?
What say you, that I’m strung out,
You potion that does confound?
Where remove my sandals, I’d kneel,
You place that I pray cease to feel.