I am most in fear
Of a heart
That would become green
Then turn six shades of scarlet besides
I am most in fear
Of a heart
That would become green
Then turn six shades of scarlet besides
I don't fit into any thing, any more
Hereby the list:
Convention
The cool, cool evenings
The chaos-creating dress
Companionship
I've outgrown it all
In a way that is uncomfortable to me
Don't grow up
Before you make the decision
To turn off the musical promises
To decide to the depths of your heart
To know, for you
And the singers themselves
It's untrue noise
How many times you've walked this road
Looked up at that moon
Cursed moon
Thinking
Maybe
No
Felt your heart spill as a box of rocks
Toppled and strewn about
Left behind
Geologists'
Curiosity
Gone

Hope was the first One
Who danced within my thoughts and
Kissed my lips this morn'
His fire warmed my bones
He gifted to me a cup
Half full and intact

Just past the window pane
In the peripheral there
Was
The delivery man with the great gift
Was she giving, getting flowers again?
I wholly hoped the proud bouquet
Would head my way
But I knew
They were destined for elsewhere
Disheartened
The good news-bearer learned
What I've known
The girl next door's almost never home
Would that you'd feel the flood of thoughts I felt as I kicked the ball of life down the graveled way.
The deer who saw me first, then bounded 'cross my path so I'd look up.
Look up!
How long she studied me!
I told her it's okay (we both knew it was not) to trust my kind.
The damp stick I carried.
For comfort?
To ground me?
The why, near the end, with nirvana in sight, I turned back on purpose to do it all again.
Leaving the wishes, the worries…the noise.
From whence I came. 
A circuit broken
It must be
For I am funny
Please hear me
A heartstring missing
Within you
Why does my beauty
Fault your view
A shallow moment
You indulged
Became a chasm
That engulfed
A too-late goodbye
As you wish
But in my memory
Our first kiss

And now with soft touch
And with the most silent voice
Say what you must say
So?
So!
So tune them out
Tune me out
Tune us out
As the flame
With spit on your fingertips
You've snuffed out
It should seem
Easy would be the way for you
The path full with light you've captured
(The two-edged grail of a sword, I'd bet)
Look about you
Look at the unanswered dust you love
Tune us out