I have been to lavender fields on what you might call
“A great day.”
Oh that the flowers would have told me,
“Love buds not with him — come fast away!”
He’ll not pray that you sit
He’ll not fight the good fight
He’ll not be by your side ‘til the end
You’re the bride and the groom
You’re your own epic bloom
You’re your bravest and loving best friend
Sometimes you’re certain
Signs say it’s safe to surface
Should they lie, survive
Take what you gave What they so freely took Back
Un-name it Re-name it Yours again now To own To celebrate To sing and dance about
To hold
Now This instead of That
To release As You Wish And never for takers to taste
Wherever is my friend
Magnolia tree in her front yard
Alternating flecks of shade ‘n sun
Upon my weakened shoulders
As I walk under it and set a spell
A good cry comes
A goodbye cry, finally
To all the disease now felled
What if I befriended time
Then took its outstretched hand
Separation was no more
Despite life’s shifting sand
Daytime, nighttime were as one
Without the fear of loss
Silver seconds, yearnless years
And age no bridge to cross
I beckon thee to join with me
In unrelenting drive
To put away some thought of death
To embrace what’s alive
Each minute is a golden hour
Each breath a pulsar day
When time gives us its outstretched hand
We must not look away
You stay out there
Laughing, likely
Mocking me
But On fire
Coughing heavily
I’ll stay back here
Broken, maybe
But Afire
Picking peaches
That God gave me
All I hear’s the breeze
The underdog sliding home
And a ripsaw heart
Original Inspiration: “As it is written, ‘How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news!’ ” (Romans 10:15)
August alone again, prove me wrong
Dreams turned to nightmares
Out of the woods now, but strictly ill-willed attackers want me
Or — what I can give them
Still, every day, I show up
Smiling
Asking for more
Only arms-length adorers greet me
A bridge they must cross
All I am is a testimony
You can survive
Chaos
Abandonment
Doormatism
Abuse
Abandonment
Abandonment
Abandonment
She is not He
Nor an It or an If
She is Where It’s At, Has Always Been, and Forever More Will Be
Where If Goes To Become
She is Where He Needs To Be Attending To
She Really Is
She Is Peaches and Mittens
August Fire, Mountain Avalanche
She Is Baseball and Criminal
There’s no more Not Knowing Such Love
She Is Leading Me