Too emotional
And I’ve been called far, far worse
I’ve been called yellow
Too emotional
And I’ve been called far, far worse
I’ve been called yellow
All the noise, the propaganda The death-grip surrounding
Some bouquet
The white-lace lies getting
In the way
I watch such nonsense fleeing
From my day
Fall away
All the ways
They think
You think
They think
Of you
Stand down
The put-down
Of lies from without
Lying within
Minds lying
To you
The finest truth sir
Lies calm Just behind these eyes
Let heaven tell it
We warn our feet
Qualify our wishes with caution
Prove it up
Before the soul be set free to live
When none comes
When all the alarms go unheeded, convictions disregarded and we rule on the side of hope-drenched faith
Because what are we if we refuse to have faith!
We wonder back
At the how of it all
Through the bars of imprisonment that corral our wild hearts
While our fears run free
Scouring the shops for retro playthings, been-used books and classic, gently-worn threads
I find whimsy
Somehow the hit songs from even this and last year’s summers seem broken, dusty and worn-through at the knees
I’m left thirsty
Used, non-sensical songs creakily playing broken, dusty, worn words, reminding me
Of the lies I said to myself to survive at about thirteen
I’ve survived…I believe, and I want this: new songs
I admit it
I did it
And I’ll do it again
Again and again
I’ll do it againI smiled and I dreamed and I lowered my eyes
My brunette heart told my head pretty liesThe sun fled West and the moon floated high
I knelt to the floor and I breathed to the skyI must never do this ever again
I know that I will
It’s a matter of when