Wisdom is not grey, it is not abstract, it is not a metaphor.
It is human, flesh and blood and kind and good.
It is my favorite color. I am lucky it befriended me and I will never not love it.
Lord, You saw fit that I be vulnerable to harsh and to sweet alike, as the world is both.
Regarding the world, if I permit it to do what I refuse to let You alone do Lord God,
then cover my ears,
seal my eyes,
silence my mouth,
fix my feet.
But my soul.
My soul.
Please leave it with its heightened awareness of Your life-giving voice.
Please may it with crystal clarity see the glory in what You’ve created.
Please allow its lips to speak with unending love and thankfulness.
And of its wings, they are in Your hands.
My petitions are few,
but like a child, determined.
Though driven by impulse to run ahead with visions of playthings and candy,
my respect for wisdom compels me to take hold of His hand and dwell in His shadow -assured He knows the way to my favorite playground.
My right hand lie in perpetual slumber, so I turned to my left.
Instead of indifference, there came songs hearkening me to focus not on images of nightmares, but to wake up to all that I believe.
Piercing the silence was a clever invitation to please speak about breath and giving -things we should dream of instead.
Faintest light
Paints the clouds
Pale to bright
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Birds’ songs pure
Speak of wings
Of this I’m sure
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Wind begins
Shifts all things
Hope it wins